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 Deyla Happy. Turned 23 on 18/08/10. Here's a little something about me; i was born & raised in sabah. Im a shisha enthusiastic and Im Phlegmatic. *evil grin* More respect to people who have nice attitude, straight life and save the circles, peace not war. I hate posers, backstabbers, liars and clowns. I wake real early & sleep real late. Im as stubborn as they come and im known to hit low. I try my hardest every day to be the best I can be. I like who I am despite my flaws. I have a hard time remembering the things i should remember & a hard time forgetting the things i should forget. I dont care what you're talking behind my back but heck i care that i've change a lot i must say. So, you have no right to judge me! Appreciation and compliment is acceptable. *peace*
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
My top 8 Cartoons!
SOUTH-ing PARK-ing
woot! woot! i want more! ngahaha~ awhh mish mish mish~ Wednesday, April 22, 2009
 HEHEHAPPY EARTH DAY EVERYONE!! LETS HUG A TREE! weee~ do whatever u want to do to save the earth. *peace*  Tuesday, April 21, 2009
 Speaking of 'i hate when people lied' on my last post. i really meant it cause my feelings is mixed with it. shitt! i dont like it i tell u. no. i hate it! Why do people lie? i know some, they lie because they want to avoid punishment, they lie because they want seek approval, they lie because they want to maintain their privacy, they lie because they want to avoid conflict, & they lie because they want to regulate their power. (google it) BUT why do people lie, especially to those they love? tell me. Have u ever; -asked for truth and he/she still tell a lie? for god sake, just tell the truth! thou' it hurts but its going to be fine soon. trust me. - have friends that smile at your face and u turn ur back and it's erased? sooner or later u realise they're not ur friends? -wake up in the morning and tell urself that today is going to be alright? everything is going to be fine? -wake up in the morning and tell urself that u're fine. and u're OK. im not mad anymore. its cool.?? -met someone who lied to u makes ur heart broken and telling urself that u already forget everything about it? do u really forget about it? not a tiny hate stuck inside? urghh~ there's so much. it hurts thou'~ let bygone be bygone? yes! as for me, i will but until they answer all my questions. insyAllah~ i will let it go. if not, dont think i'll ever forget about it. im not gonna let u go. trust me! if u still tell a lie means u hurt my feelings BIG TIME!! and i'll make sure u're going to pay for it! p/s U : there's nothing really there it hurts so bad just to know it's all empty and bare u let me seek for it then they come back to u the story is old it's always the same it's always a game no one understands no matter what they say it's always for them it's selfishness it's today & it's always been the same old way. my mood so fakking swing! and im so fakking hate it! fakk!
no m o o d.
i hate this feeling. i hate when i cant sleep. i hate when i cant stop thinking. i hate when i cant make things work. i hate when i barely smile. i hate when i feel angry. i hate when i feel like crying. i hate when i feel like cursing. i hate when i feel like yelling. and the most thing i hate about is LYING! i hate when people lied. fakk u! adios amigos santoloyo!
Monday, April 20, 2009
Hahappy MonthsaRy again my Love 5y5m
and still going strong.aha.  ~hugs~ *deyLa* Saturday, April 18, 2009
hallo readers!Today is saturday dan saya sangat malas! went to work and got home early. too lazy to go gym and too lazy to go out and supposed to hangouts with my friends tonight. but..*sigh* - friggin lazy! since everything's officially cancelled. i plan to sleep early. i've been laying on my bed from 8pm until now 11pm and im still wide awake! aiyaa~ this is time when u're regreting for cancelling all your plans. shitto! owh by the way.. Happy Regatta Lepa2 kepada sesiapa yang menyambut perayaan tu. saya baru tau yang regatta lepa2 nie macam ala-ala Kaamatan,kan? Daya told me. ngee~ sudah 21 tahun hidup and turning 22 sudah baru hari nie saya tau. my bad~ honestly, saya tidak pernah tengok tu perayaan or what-so-ever. NO IDEA! eh, ada 1! what i know they have decorated kapal and ada orang menari-menari di atas tu. kan? and again, im too lazy to google about it. *sigh* i'd plan to go Manukan this week. this week plan cancelled! hujan ja malar. bingung jua mau pergi time-time cuaca gini karang nda sampai. huu~ PLAN POSTPONED! next week's plan; Saturday- my babe's wedding day. Aima AiAi. awwwhh~ congrats ma! jangan risau, kami confirm datang like Indang's wedding day last year. hihii~ we sure gonna miss ya coz kami semua sudah sedia maklum bahwa anda akan berpindah ke Manila same as Indang. aiyo0o. Sunday- nguahaha. Papar trip! Sarah.. silalah prepare apa-apa yang patut ahh.. saya akan datang dengan tangan dan perut yang kosong. bwahaha! =p let me inform you who's coming next sunday; ME of course! ANGY si kuat makan yang nda pandai gemuk! FARAH yang sedang kebosanan dan mengidam 'crumbles'! NADY yang sedang sibuk dengan exams dan juga sedang mengidam 'crumbles'! yang belum confirm ; BB ku! Jaja & Dlina. dorang suka the peach and the apple. saya tidak peduli! biarpun kamu kasi sumbat aku tu peach like last time. i still want my apple crumble & ice-creamo! *saliva* p/s : Makanan tengah hari ku! Apple Crumble ku!!- make it two please! aku mo tapau! bwahaha! =p Sekarang: kebosanan melanda ketika tidak dapat tidur. playing games; restaurant city, pet society, sorority life, quizzes, a lil' online shopping =p, reading, kesakitan gigi, damn hole!. stalking. ahaha! dont lie to me and say u're not a stalker and never were. that's a lie! if u still think u're not, think back. even just a little sneak on her/his blog? fs? fb? ms? pictures? gossips? haa. i admit that i did a little stalking TETAPI itupun kalau ada benda yang penting and ada sebab. thats all. this is an honest statement. if u called me stalker after this, i dont care. i know my rights and i know u're lying, liar! boohoo! =p Here's a little info about Stalking : Gender studies related to stalkingThe great majority of stalkers are male. The demographic characteristics and psychiatric status of male and female stalkers do not differ, except that male stalkers are more likely to have a history of criminal offenses and substance abuse. The duration of the time invested in stalking and the frequency of associated violence were equivalent between male and female stalkers. Women are more likely to target someone they have known, such as a professional contact and rarely target strangers. Both male and female stalkers are more likely to target females than males. Men very rarely target other men.[4][5] In "A Study of Women Who Stalk", by Purcell, Pathé and Mullen, the authors concluded that the two major psychiatric variables that differentiate female from male stalkers are the motivations for stalking and the choice of victims. Female stalkers more often seek intimacy with their victim, who is usually someone they already know. Victims frequently work in professional helping roles such as doctors, nurses, therapists and counselors. Context was found to differ, but the conclusion was that the intrusiveness and harmfulness did not. Female stalkers are potentially as dangerous as any male stalker.[4] *evil grin*
im off to bed now.
till then love, *toodles Thursday, April 16, 2009
dink dOnk dinK dOnk!   sungguh old shkoll gambar nie. =p Balik cepat!! where's your jumper power?? booo! Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Song by Nineball - Hingga Akhir Waktu. so touchy. =p ku coba untuk melawan hati tapi hampa terasa di sini tanpamu bagiku semua sangat berarti lagi kuingin kau disini tepiskan sepiku bersamamu takkan pernah ada yang lain disisi bagiku semua sangat berarti takkan pernah ada yang lain disisi hingga akhir waktu … hingga akhir waktu … hingga akhir waktu … He luv d song and im loving it too! touched. i miss you. .lovedeyla. *toodles* Tuesday, April 14, 2009
 -:Goal(s) to achieve:-
no matter how hard it is, im gonna work hard to achieve it. insyAllah~
will update more soon. till then love, *toodles* Sunday, April 12, 2009
['MISS' MODE : OFF]  [ 'HATE' MODE : ON] woot woot! before i signing off moment. i went to SASA and i saw new perfume from Issey Miyake my old time favourite after Burberry A Drop of Cloud- suuweeettt! beli laaa~ sedap bau dia. masih ter-ingat sampai sekarang lagi nie bau dia. hee~ gonna get that one! wooottt!  adioss! Saturday, April 11, 2009
[Emo' Mode : ON] U know, i've come to realise that i do a lot of missing. i miss my friends, i miss the guy I fell in love with, i miss my bothers and my sister in law. i miss out on fun things, because there's something holding me to not to and sometimes because my parents.tzzt. i actually miss opportunities all the time. im always missing things in conversations, or shows, or stories even. i miss lots of little things too. I missed u when u were gone. i miss hugs. i miss hearing your stories. i miss how fast u talk  , and it kills me sometimes when i forget it. =)i miss walking around with u. i miss watching u taking pictures, and it makes me jealous sometimes when i felt u love photography more than u love me. nonsense? i know. i miss talking to u. i miss knowing you’re proud of me- really proud of me. i miss the way u smiled just for me. i miss having u make me smile. i miss the way u cheered me up when im down. i miss simple things. i miss complicated things. i miss the way u know me too well. I need u now more than ever, and that scares me because there’s no way things can ever be the way they were. Its days like today that i realize i still love u. its days like today that i know i need your arms around me strong, taking care of me. i need to feel alive again, to feel happy again. i need to hear your heart beating next to mine. i miss u. i need u. i love u. [-Mood-]
i need to plan something for my own good before im getting tired of 'these'. i miss you. *tears* *toodles* Thursday, April 9, 2009
Youtube Moment~ ngee~ The Trio ini bukan artis. but i love watching them enjoying themselves. hihii~ i love the song(s) thou'. aha. Fyi, 'My girl' is my old time favourite song! Eric Hutchinson! Cubalah di KK ada persembahan / show macam nie. soooo enjoyable! I tought Cocoon would have this kind of performance during the weekdays but nope. Rumba, Shenanigans & BaRsu too! dont ask about weekends. same old club style. Partyy! Im not the person who needs to go party e v e r y week. i love music.loud. i love party. but i enjoyed myself more likely listening to acoustic and creative talented singer like Eric Hutchinson, Marie Digby and Meg&Dia for example. not too loud. u can sit around and chit chat with your friends (u dont have to shout like in the club. lol.) feel the song,sing along and enjoy! gotta go to bed now. share more with ya'll soon. if i have one. =p adios amigos! *toodles* Tuesday, April 7, 2009
What i really want to do in my life instead of being a perfect daughter, success women, a good wife in the future is :PARASAILING  SKYDIVING  BUNGEE JUMPING!  BUNGEE BALL  BUNGEE JUMPING BALL  ROLLER COASTER  saya mau naik semua roller coaster yang ada! biarlah termuntah ka apa, SAYA MAU JUGA! ngee~ SKYWALK  Grand Canyon Skywalk. AWESOME!!! (click it and have a looky. awesome shyt!!) I wish i can do all that someday thou' i'd experienced some it. Still planning and seek for more. weee~ feel free to share! i would lovee to share~ *wink* *toodles* Saturday, April 4, 2009
Pixxy Moment Messy ME!  Mentally Unstable flu.bad cough.soar throat.less sleep.awesome eyebags!.zits!.scars. *blerghh* *A night at JP* Celebrating farah's rushing birthday party. lol! xp  farah and her mixey cakes  si-bling2  Cake ATTACK!!  showing some love.. ekk.  saya suka ini gambar! that's it! *toodles* Friday, April 3, 2009
 i dont really have mood on blogging but i was wondering about something.hmm. will talk about it later. i had a bad cough. soar troat and feel itchy in my troat. urghh! i need more vitamin! any suggetion for any supplement perhaps? So lets talk about the something i've said before. i was wondering if shisha is really safer than smoking cigarettes. Questions! i've been told that shisha is better than smoking ciggy. so i googled it. somesay shisha is more harmful and somesay ciggy is more harmful. which one is true?? ok ok. i know that smoking tobacco is never good, but since the smoke it's filtered through water it's slightly better, right? which means shisha is better than ciggy, right? i got confused a bit. i read few articles about Shisha vs. Cigarettes. * Shisha (Hookah) vs. Cigarettes Hookahs vs. Cigarettes When you smoke from a hookah, you inhale flavored tobacco from a hose that is attached to an ornate pipe, which is usually made out of glass or clay. There's water in the bottom, which filters the smoke leading people to believe hookahs are safer than smoking cigarettes, but they're terribly mistaken. *erkk* The problem is that hookah users tend to inhale far more smoke than cigarette smokers. More smoke means higher levels of nicotine, carbon monoxide, and other nasty chemicals. In a study published by the World Health Organization, they found that an average cigarette smoker took 8 to 12 puffs, and inhaled 0.5 to 0.6 liters of smoke over five to seven minutes. A hookah smoker may take anywhere from 20 to 200 puffs in one night, and each puff equals about one liter of smoke each. That means one hookah smoking session could equate to smoking 40 to 400 cigarettes. Yikes! Here's the deal. Smoking flavored tobacco from a hookah is not any healthier than smoking regular cigarettes, and could actually be worse since you're inhaling more smoke, nicotine, and other chemicals. So don't get hooked on the hookah scene. *speechless* It's a myth that hookah smoking is safer than smoking cigarettes. The tobacco is no less toxic. Hookah smokers actually inhale more tobacco smoke than do cigarette smokers because of the massive volume of smoke they inhale. Hookah — also called narghile, shisha and goza — is a water pipe. The device has been used for centuries in the Middle East and Asia to smoke tobacco. The hookah device consists of four parts:
When a smoker inhales through the tube, a pressure difference forces air past the heating source and heats the tobacco, which gives off smoke. The smoke is pulled away from the tobacco and passes through the water and into the smoke chamber — from which it is inhaled by the smoker. Although many believe that the water in the hookah filters out all the "bad stuff" in the tobacco smoke, this isn't true. Even after passing through water, tobacco smoke still contains high levels of toxic compounds, including carbon monoxide, heavy metals and cancer-causing chemicals (carcinogens). Hookah smoking also delivers significant levels of nicotine — the addictive substance in tobacco. The trend of hookah smoking has doctors and public health experts concerned because — despite claims to the contrary by many users — smoking from a hookah is just as dangerous as smoking cigarettes. haiyayaii~ think deyla think. what should i do next? stop? smokey wokey makes me relieveee. think whats the best for u deyla.. think think thinko aiyo0oo~ adioss~ Thursday, April 2, 2009
 Yippy yippy birthday to : ROSSINAH S.KHAN a.k.a Macik pizza ku!  im so sorry i dont remember your age. seriously! huu~ what i know you're 30 something ages 'cause Macik sheema is 39 yrs old. hee~ i want more free pizza! huahaha FARAH SUZYLA RAFIK a.k.a My favourite girl!  Suuweeetttt 23 babe! *xoxo* we're gonna have fun tomorrow! weehoo! <3 ya! Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Wishlist :   -SIDEKICK LX- My favourite mobile phone ever!!- i wish i could have it someday. red colour would be perfect! grrr~   -BLACKBERRY BOLD 9000-  -BLACKBERRY 8320- red!! i browse i post whatever and whenever i want to.
i hope u dont mind. if u do mind what can i say, i dont care. =p *toodles* *tzztt*
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