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Friday, April 30, 2010
and now im stuck right back where i was. completely in love and with a totally broken heart… and its not that i havent tried everything i can think of to move on….but still when i lie awake at night im left wondering if i really did try everything. if i really did try my hardest. or if i only made it look like that. because, really, deep down somewhere even though he is so wrong for me and i am so wrong for him maybe i dont want to stop loving him.


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Monday, April 26, 2010

Sunday, April 25, 2010
I’ve found that the more you try to impress other people, the less impressive you become. The cooler you attempt to look, the more foolish you seem. The more knowledge you boast about, the more ignorant you come off. However, when you find that niche in your personality you can become comfortable; if you can roll with it and be happy, you’ll grow to be confident and sincere. You realize you don’t have to prove yourself to other people and for that, they will respect you. And you gained their respect through being and respecting your own person. Once you appreciate all the wondrous things you can do independently, people will gravitate to that self confidence and maybe, after improving yourself, someone will be inspired, and grow into their own person, too.

>> Somehow, getting fat / gained weight make me lost my confidante! Grrr~ Note to self : gym 5 times a week pls! <<

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Monday, April 12, 2010
It's not that I'm mad at u. It's that I hoped and prayed u could be the one that never let me down, but you did. ={




Tuesday, April 6, 2010


Fever : 3 days (thursday - sunday)
Migrain / Headache : 4 days (thursday - monday)
Sore throat : 5 days (thursday - present)

yes yes yes. im having trouble sleeping again for 3 months. i sleep real late and i woke up real early. 4-5 hours straight on laptop, continue watching tv for rest konon, outdoor work- hurting my eyes i tell u. RABUN SILAU sungguh menyeksakan. Mataku boleh MERAH dan BERAIR disebabkan silau yang teramat. That's why i very much particular in lenses of sunglasses. Eyeglass pun kena guna UV protection lenses which cost me RM200-RM300 for lenses ONLY. whoa! frame lain cerita lagi~ woots! very costy. cannot wear cheap and trendy sunglasses anymore. haihh. haha~ (im still collecting those trendy sunglasses weee but very choosy on lenses. cute, buy la kan.. hihii~ badd habittt!*evilgrin*) All and all, im very tired and i dont get enuff rest so is my eyes. I end up knocked down sleep, eat meds, sleep for 3days!. no laptop and no tv for 3days! woots! im so gonna start working 2day.. Itu kontraktor rumah 1b buat saya bertambah stress! keluar sudah uri nie! such an arse! grrr~ until then.. *toodles* <33>








Saturday, April 3, 2010
The greatest revenge to a girl who stole ur man is to let her have him coz a truly GOOD MAN can NEVER be stolen.

Hmm~