Stunna

Deyla

Happy. Turned 23 on 18/08/10. Here's a little something about me; i was born & raised in sabah. Im a shisha enthusiastic and Im Phlegmatic. *evil grin* More respect to people who have nice attitude, straight life and save the circles, peace not war. I hate posers, backstabbers, liars and clowns. I wake real early & sleep real late. Im as stubborn as they come and im known to hit low. I try my hardest every day to be the best I can be. I like who I am despite my flaws. I have a hard time remembering the things i should remember & a hard time forgetting the things i should forget. I dont care what you're talking behind my back but heck i care that i've change a lot i must say. So, you have no right to judge me! Appreciation and compliment is acceptable. *peace*

Events

01 JAN : New ♥ life begin.
09 JAN : Cici & DD's Engagement Day
20 JAN : Angah's Bfday!
22 JAN : Kak Long's Bfday!
02 FEB : CinsClass
03 FEB : Mom's Bfday!!
13-14 FEB : Kursus
20 FEB : Ayman's Bfday Celebration
24 FEB : Idah's Bfday!
07 MAC : PARAMORE!!
25 MAC : Kakak Zila's Bfday!
27 MAC : I ♥ ME
02 APR : Farahku's Bfday!!
05 APR : Kak Dana's Bfday!
07 APR : Eentan's Bfday!
20 APR : Mahathir's Bfday!

Monday, June 29, 2009

woots!

here goes the topic "how fast time flies" pt.1

i was busy designing this morning so decided to take break and facebook-ing. one of my friend told me that Joe is getting married. i was like "what?? nahh.. maybe he just said that coz he feels like it. u know la him~". when it comes to love thang, whatever he said - he's serious. + say whatever u like about how suck his gf was and he will never listen. End up, u'll regret it. awwhh~ lols!

so lets get back to the story.. so i saw Feka (his future wife) is online, means Joe's too! holla at him asked about the wedding. he said yesh in few months this year. awwwhhh~ honestly, i was touched by their love and im jealous of u both! awwhh~ lovebirds~ he even told that after the wedding his wife will migrating to s'pore coz he's working there. lovely young life. i so know how your life is going to be mann. marry young, sweet small house just for u and your family and live free like no other business. whoa! =)
btw, the girl is 20yrs old and he's in my age - turning 22 this year. =D

im so happy for u dude.. u deserve it. =) thanks for the invitation ya~ marry soon! baby fastt! ahaha~

*xoxo*

Friday, June 26, 2009

trust me he did.
ngaahaha~

you've done that deyla and now live with it.
*sigh*

Things i MUST do :

HAPPY! no-more stress. (u can count on me now sir! ..soon~) *angelic*
Throw the x-ray away. no worth looking but i'll frame the new one next time.
Get my arse back to the gym.
SHOP till i broke. (already am. i wanna shop more. not happy yet so hurry come money! =p)
Reconsidering of injections or water med. (harap2 isok hujan duit. *amin*)
I would bitch that bitch down into her grave hole and i'll burn your house down if i want to. but no worth thinking 'bout it coz they're all liars. klo btul - why should u be hiding and lying? klo salah - more lie on the way and pretend u dont know anything? agagaga! eat shyt!!
More movie marathon!
Learn to love myself more than others so no one can ditch u. *peace*

p/s my bro : thanks for remind me of abg ngah's history and yours. 60% membantu.

p/s peeps : this would be my last mumbling on my blog for this month. pfft. i love quote. sometimes it helps me to say something that i dont know how to and makes me feels better. one of my best motivation! woots!

im no beauty. im cute so im the personality.
*wink*

adios amigos peeps.

i'll be switching my blog to privato soon.
so, readers- send me your email address. here or facebook.
thank you. =)

i love you micheal jackson!
i've been listening "you are not alone" from last night and what! a shocked news i heard that he's dead now when i woke up. ='(
R.I.P. MJ & FF.

R.I.P. Micheal Jackson.
u'll always be remembered.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Who Am I To Say

Love of my life, my soulmate
You're my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left

Now you're a song I love to sing
Never thought it feels so free
Now I know what's meant to be
& that's okay with me

But who am I to say you love me
& who am I to say you need me
& who am I to say you love me

Mmmm Hmmm

I don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you need me
I don't know anything at all

I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all

________________________________

The Rain Don't Last


Mmmm... Mmm... oohhmmm...
Could it be the world's gone colder?
Maybe, I'm a losing soul
The more I try it just gets harder
And my pain is getting old
Somebody said that nothing lasts forever
Just the storm so I've been told
But it seems that when it rains it pours

And you know the rain won't last forever
And you know the storm won't always flow
But if the sun don't shine forever 
You gotta let it go

Sometimes my burdens get so heavy
And it seems too hard to bear
Sometimes I feel so empty 
And it feels like no one's there
Somebody said that nothing lasts forever
Just the storm so I've been told
But it seems that when it rains it pours

And you know the rain won't last forever
And you know the storm won't always flow
But if the sun don't shine forever 
You gotta let it go

And you gotta let it go...
And you gotta let it go...
Mmmm... Mmm... oohhmmm...

=')

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

its June, 24 2009 today.
tick tock tick tock the clock is ticking..
14days more to woots!!.
my body says "you're healthy". *peace*
no worries.

life is tough shyt.
im tired of spending years for some lies over and over again.
i have pure fakking loyal heart and why do i deserve this??
im being modest all this while but at this time, 1000% sure i shall say i have pure loyal heart.
i lie to no one who trusted me. i have a soft heart and i appreciate people easily thou' u only help me up from fell off the chair. bet me. i'll remember any of it. so is any words of lie come from your mouth, i pretty much sure i'll remember that too.
i just dont think i can handle more shyt.
i cant be the good pretender i used to be.
i have no idea. blur.blank.speechless.
im ashamed of myself. i seriously am.
dear magic dust, where art thou?
i need u more than any fairytales do.

lead me when in dead end.
i really need good advice. i seriously need it & im scared to choose and to be someone im not.

-D-

Sunday, June 21, 2009

i think i'll fall sick again. *sigh*
saya memerlukan antibodi yang kuat lagi gagah!

p/s : i did my very best. i really am. ='}

few quotes in my mind :

“Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.”

"I've learned that good-byes will always hurt, pictures will never replace having been there, memories good and bad will bring tears, and words can never replace feelings.”

“The truth may hurt for a little while but a lie hurts forever.”

“When it comes to affairs of love and hurt, you have to wait for your heart to learn what your head already knows, then You can break free”

Saturday, June 20, 2009

I FEEL FAT!

i SERIOUSLY am!
ahoyyy gaining weight!
*blerrghh*

adioss love!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

FUCK! i need my fakking fuck mood pls!
haishhh~ imma fakking happy person so dont get the fakking mood away from me!
dammit!
i need it back! urghh!

excuse my words.
haishhh! dammit dammit dammit!!!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

SICK & tired.

[[ MODE : absence - ON! ]]

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

like i said. im bored!
i took few quizzes before i left.
most of it sounds real/true and it sucks!

dazed and confused. thats what i am now.
im moving on and still hanging on.
the truth hurts so is being left with questions.
(i just dont remember whats the perfect right word for ' being left with questions' dammit!)

am i stupid or what?
am i freak?
psycho?
*sigh*

adioss~

im too bored to be alive today.

boohoo!

what i do is :
blogging
reading
laughing
watching
surveying
cuci2 mata untuk menguatkan lagi IMAN!
urghh~ hellpppp me!!

anyone interested?

siyokk eh klo ada nie dirumah. huu~

poor lil' bat~

lols.

poor guy. get a laptop! IBM pun jadi bah~
ohoho~ xp

erkk. how could the parents let their kids buy that kind of ice cream *sigh*

lots more!
soon.soon.

Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak

we watched this movie last night. siyokk juga la.
terhibur juga not bad for malay movieyy~
LOLs.
STATUS : recommended.

Monday, June 15, 2009

AWESOME shyt movie!!
punyaa men mihirrr!
must watch!! siyokk! baahahahaha!

Friday, June 12, 2009

i love working and i love my work.
i got offered working at Anty Midah's new agency which is handle by my mom at Kingfisher.

psst! ever heard of Air Borneo? no?
KK have their own plane now ey. no malaysia airlines. no air asia but Air Borneo!
u can now fly to Jeddah direct from KK starting next month.
new offer for Umrah package for next month, July - RM 4990 (12D / 10N)

Lets get back to the story..
Why is it so hard for me to decide?
i tell you why;

This is great opportunity and i would like to grab this chance and join this new thang.
im not really into this traveling agency thingy but all i like is to travel! no. i lovee to travel!

The best thing is i can learn new things and more income ahead.
The worst thing that i think i cant handle it is.. CUTI! susah la mo cuti nie nanti.. uwaaaa!!
I dont like to work like sitting in the office the whole day and uppersize my arse! i rather send passports or what-so-ever to kL or anywhere back and forth. seriously! let me fly~ ngee~
no more 2hours lunch date. *sigh*
tiring. if i got back from work, by night i have to continue auditing or or editing for my shop-home-work. dangg~

complaint too much doesnt change a thing. need to discuss this wif my mom slow and steady.
what-ever-it-is im out tonight wif abby! havent meet here like an agess. daymm~

update soon love,
*toodles*

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

LOVING IT!!
Through the glass by Stone Sour

I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...

How do you feel? That is the question...
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized and folded up like
Paper dolls and little notes, you can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in, describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that 
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...

How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart - but never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises - null and void instead of voices
Before you tell yourself It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that 
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that 
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...

And it's the stars, the stars that shine through you
And it's the stars, the stars that lie to you

I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that 
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...
And it's the stars, the stars that shine through you
And it's the stars, the stars that lie to you
And it's the stars, the stars that shine through you
And it's the stars, the stars that lie to you
It's the stars, it's the stars, that lied

You know me too well.
and i hate you for that..sometimes. 
*bluekk*

with ♥,
 deyLa

HOWDIE!!!

feeling much better today. woohoo!
no more tummy ache.
no more vomiting.
kelok and zack is coming and we're out for lunch in a bit!
update soon peeps!
♥ ya!

Monday, June 8, 2009

Saya dilanda keracunan makanan!!

5 weddings a day since last friday.
escaped saturday's plan to mesilou trip.
i think i had this food poisoning from papar. haishh..
yang lain cirit birit tapi me n my sis' muntah2! *sigh*
twister in my tummy. update soon!
adioss~

Thursday, June 4, 2009

MESILOU, Kundasang.

Fyi, i'll be staying at mesilou kundasang for a day and im excited! yet scaryyy~
the place look pretty cool place to stay but with the story i heard from a FEW people makes me, "ok sleeping pill, make sure you're working! fast!" ngaahaha! grrr~
chalet is fully booked! that's the only place we can stay during mom's friend's visit. they'll be staying next to our chalet. i hope everything is going to be fine. (hopefully)
Im gonna experience my stay over there tomorrow ya'll! so wait for my story. ngahaha! =\

Nyte2!
*toodles*

I want my high school body figure backkk!

(adakah saya akan berjaya? : YA atau TIDAK)

a) 47kg

b) 55kg

c) 65kg

d) 58kg

e) 56kg

adioss~
cannibalism is on the move!
baahaha!
xoxo

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.(Based on FACEBOOK)

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: iced lemon tea

2. Last phone call: meeya

3. Last text message: farah

4. Last song you listened to: dangerous

5. Last time you cried: last week~

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: yesh. longg time ago. =)

7. Been cheated on: yeshh!

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yesh~

9. Lost someone special: yesh~

10. Been depressed: yeshh~

11. Been drunk and threw up: nope.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. black

13. red++

14. purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: Yesh~

16. Fallen out of love: yesh~

17. Laughed until you cried: yesh~

18. Met someone who changed you: same old same old~

19. Found out who your true friends were: yeshh~

20. Found out someone was talking about you: YESH! a lot i guess. ngahaha! boohoo!

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yesh~

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 80%

23. How many kids do you want to have: hmm. 1 pair or 2~ ngee~

24. Do you have any pets: naadaa~

25. Do you want to change your name: nope. im fine. =)

26. What did you do for your last birthday: hangout wif farah and nad after visiting F's mom. they baked me cake! weee~

27. What time did you wake up today: 8am. late!

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: hangout.on9.sleepo~

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: holiday!!

30. Last time you saw your Mother: on the phone infront of me. oh wait! she still here. ngahaha!

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : work harder.

32. What are you listening to right now: regina spector - better.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yesh~

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my sensitive skin! grrr~

35. Most visited webpage: fb,YMail,blogger,flickr,deviantart,ms.

36. Whats your real name: Nurfadhilah Ngalimin.

37. Nicknames: adek, deyla, lala, dilla, deyl, dil, woot woot, bunga chacat. tu ja la yg random.

38. Relationship Status: memoir mi amore

39. Zodiac sign: leo

40. Male or female?: female

41. Elementary: -NIL-

42. Middle School: src sung siew & srk stella maris

43. High school/college?: sm stella maris

44. Hair colour: dark-brown-ish

45. Long or short: medium

46. Height: 157cm~ shhss!

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: not at the moment. sasak!

48. What do you like about yourself?: a few~ ngee~

49. Piercings: 2pair

50. Tattoos: nope.

51. Righty or lefty: lefty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: soon. agaga!

53. First piercing: primary 4~

54. First best friend: effiyanah @ fyfie.

55. First sport you joined: swimming & 100 meter.

56. First vacation: hong kong~

58. First pair of trainers: 1st pair?

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: nope

60. Drinking: nope

61. I'm about to: scream! sakittt gigi!! urghhh~

62. Listening to: life is sweet by cara beth satalino.

63. Waiting on: naaada~

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: sudah semestinya!

65. Get Married?: lagii semestinya! ngahaha~

66. Career?: business woman? erkk~ ngahaha!

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: both!

68. Hugs or kisses: both!

69. Shorter or taller: taller than me~

70. Older or Younger: doesnt matter~

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both!

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both!

73. Sensitive or loud: both!

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship la!

75. Trouble maker or hesitant : both = perfect disaster combo!!

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: ha ha ha

77. Drank hard liquor: nope.

78. Lost glasses/contacts: yerp~

79. Sex on first date: nope.

80. Broken someone's heart: yeah and im sorry.

82. Been arrested: nope.

83. Turned someone down: yerp but not that many.

84. Cried when someone died: u'huh~

85. Fallen for a friend? : i already am.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself?: yesh~

87. Miracles: a little~

88. Love at first sight: yesh~

89. Heaven: 100% yesh!

90. Santa Claus: funny! - no.

91. Kiss on the first date: nope.

92. Angels: yesh~

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: was back in high school. im good now. xD

95. Did you sing today?: yup! yup!

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: was back then.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: is it possible? no? think ahead den.. xp

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: early year of 2008 smack every faces i hate! ngahaha!

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yesh~

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: y not. =)

psst! i was thinking to change my blog to privato.
and i need to think more. ngahaha!
for those fakers, haters, enjoy yourself reading. u hate me but still wanna update yourself 'bout me?. bahahaha! i can see myself as an awesome person here.
hate me but u love me sucko!
ngahaha!

for those loyal friends.. *peace*
saya tidak sabar mau tinguk New Moon! haishh~

outs!
xoxo

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Hallo!!
saya tersangat la sibuk ini hari but then, while waiting for those pictures attached i prefer blogging instead of continue doing my design. damn! friggin lazy!
well, my brain need rest thou' if i continue doing it i'll get ZERO idea then i tell ya. ngahaha!
moree excuse-cius. silly! ngahaha~

btw, saya tengah meng-upload video si ameng tetapi... masih juga tidak berjaya rotate, peduli la kan. nothing much happen in the video cuma c ameng menari suparman! fevret dia & adiknya.

Say HI to my miss Lung!

Looks pretty awesome healthy lungy! ngee~
God knows

Adioss!
mau sambung kerja dulu..
catch up wif u guys later~
*toodles*