Saturday, April 11, 2009
[Emo' Mode : ON]
U know, i've come to realise that i do a lot of missing. i miss my friends, i miss the guy I fell in love with, i miss my bothers and my sister in law. i miss out on fun things, because there's something holding me to not to and sometimes because my parents.tzzt. i actually miss opportunities all the time. im always missing things in conversations, or shows, or stories even. i miss lots of little things too.
I missed u when u were gone. i miss hugs. i miss hearing your stories. i miss how fast u talk
, and it kills me sometimes when i forget it. =)i miss walking around with u. i miss watching u taking pictures, and it makes me jealous sometimes when i felt u love photography more than u love me. nonsense? i know. i miss talking to u. i miss knowing you’re proud of me- really proud of me. i miss the way u smiled just for me. i miss having u make me smile. i miss the way u cheered me up when im down. i miss simple things. i miss complicated things. i miss the way u know me too well.
I need u now more than ever, and that scares me because there’s no way things can ever be the way they were. Its days like today that i realize i still love u. its days like today that i know i need your arms around me strong, taking care of me. i need to feel alive again, to feel happy again. i need to hear your heart beating next to mine. i miss u. i need u. i love u.
[-Mood-]
- Down
- Tired
- Stress
- Missing every pieces of mine
i need to plan something for my own good before im getting tired of 'these'.
i miss you. *tears*
*toodles*